I have been seeing a phyciatrrst for 11 years and was put on a lot of medications in high dosages he suddenly ?

Stopped an antisicotic cold turkey I relapsed and experienced physical affects as well. When I went to my appointment I was suicidal and on the break of a psychotic episode was told that one of my other meds were causing it. I begged him to put me back on geodon he gave me 5 minutes to leave or he will call the police. I am now without my meds can he refuse me? Is he required to refill my meds so I can look for another doctor?